Calmed down

Today is a much better day lol. And it's a pretty boring day so yesterday must have been bad!

My tooth seems to have cut me a bit of slack for the time being which I am thankful for, although I am still in quite a bit of pain due to my sore tongue from scraping it every time I eat or talk. James' mum gave me some bonjella yesterday which was nice of her and it seems to work for 5 minutes. Eating is still gay though and I'm still (to put in nicely) shitting a brick about having my tooth taken out next week. I'm a big wimp and a cry-baby!!

Apart from that I need to get on with job hunting and losing weight. Will someone help me? I have no idea where to start on either subject and I don't want to stay this way foreverrrr. Pleasekthanksbye.

Fucking teeth

Basically I'm in agony.

And pretty fucking apaulled that the dentists have let me go home with a huge over exposed hole in my tooth, a broken tooth, not being able to open my mouth properly from doing it all yesterday and excrutiating pain.

I'm trying to ring up but the phone is saying please leave a message.

I DONT WWANT TO LEAVE A MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!