Slayer Slayer Slayer Slayer

Yes. This is my last post until James and I meet Phil and Richard at the train station at 3pm ish to go to Manchester and see Slayer and go to Jillys to go clubbing all night, wayhey.

I should probably go and get ready lol it will take me three hours!

The memories

I have actually been thinking more about mum recently for some reason, I'm not sure why. Sometimes I get a bit scared because I think that maybe I will forget what she was like or something and it really upsets me to think that. Last Sunday we watched the one off Royal Family show on BBC1 where Nana died and me and James' mum were both crying, except I was crying because everything about it reminded me of mum in hospital.

Amber, I promise that when I come down next month, when dad is out, I will put my music on really loudly and head bang, just for you! It's no effort at all, really! I will maybe even shout at you if you're lucky lol only joking.

But seriously, I will come and see you more often in the future when I have more money coming in and it's not that long until I shall have to think about booking my train tickets home! We can go out for a drink and stuff (no drunkness involved if you'd rather, I'll save that for dad!) mosey around town maybe, it will be fun I'm sure! The only thing I'm not looking forward to is the bloody freezingness of the house haha.

-Hugs-

Meh

Well today I'm not in the best mood and I shall explain why. It's cold, I have a cold, my throat feels gay, there is no food in the house, there is no toilet roll, I have all of £3 that James gave me to get lunch, I'm not on a diet and just generally I feel like manure.

So good thing are... Hmm can't think of any. I have to heave my arse up to co-op to buy toilet roll and something to eat with £3. Is that possible? I don't know and I don't really care. Meh.

Halloween

So today is Halloween, how groovy. I have already been out for halloween though. Maybe James and I could watch a couple of Nightmare on Elm Streets (We have the full seven). Or go out for a pint maybe? I don't know. I haven't got any money! But James was meant to get paid today and he checked his bank yesterday and he actually got paid on last Friday, so that was a good thing.

Went to see my counsellor yesterday, it was good and all. I alwats seems to come out of her sessions feeling good and upbeat. I can't believe I have almost been seeing her a year now! She's kinda like a very nice aunty or something. Best counsellor ever. She's getting me to send that Voice company my CV, just to make sure.

James comes home at 4pm today and I only got up at 12pm so that's not long to wait! Yipee.