Updating

Well I had an appointment with the counseller on Monday and she said that she can seem I'm down at the moment. I've managed to drag myself out of a little bit of the pit but I still need to improve. I want my low fat diet to work, but the fact is I am not motivated to exercise at the moment and that is most important of all. I want to lose about 10 pounds before christmas and I want to be able to fit into the pretty top that I bought a while ago so I can wear it for christmas.

My tooth is still being a little shit (probably not helping the mood situation) my wisdom tooth appears to be growing into my cheek and boy does it feel like it! I have been taking ibuprofen solidly for two days now and it hurts like a mutha. Why aren't dentists free!!??

I am looking forward to christmas and something funny has happened to me. I have christmas spirit! Like the sort Amber and mum used to have lol. I really want to make it fun and I'm excited. I'm looking forward to seeing the family again although I will miss James a lot and Sheffield. It's kinda bitter sweet. But it's still all good.

Do you know what I think I need? A job. I think I'd be much happier if I had a job and I was losing weight. Someone help me on the weight loss front PLEASE!

Now I'm going to watch Colin Fry (he's a medium on telly and he connects with people that have passed over from people in the audience and he gets everything right and details only THEY would know, it makes me sure that Mum is watching me!) Bye bye for now!