Lemsip

It's Tuesday today as my sister so rightly pointed out. I am sat here writing this with a lemsip as I still have a silly cold. I am also just feeling a bit bleurgh too. I looked into applying for a christmas job at HMV and they would want me to work christmas eve and boxing day and new years eve, which lead me to think... Do I have a hope in hell of getting a christmas job!?!? And the only answer I could come up with was, No.

So now that I know I only have £30 to my name and no hope of money before christmas, I shall have to concentrate on buying Ambers presents (the rest of) and maybe something for dad too. James and his family will have to go without presents again this year and it really sucks because I love James and he is my partner and I want to give him a present as much as I want to give my family a present.

Anyway I need the toilet so I'm going to go now, but I have not finished, I want to write more...brb

EDIT. I want to lose weight as well but at the moment I seem to have now motivation to do it or anything really. Not sure what to do.